The Circle Of Hope
Think of a silent wooden stage that is shrouded in darkness but at whose centre there falls a stream of bright light forming a perfect circle.
At its centre there sits a young girl furiously stitching away, her body nimbly arched over her work.
She is engaged in her favourite hobby, embroidering her pillow-cases with yellow, green, and mauve flowers.
Every now and then, the ominous darkness threatens to come into the circle.
Her attention distracted, she now silently peers into the darkness beyond as she feels a warm melancholy deliciously overpowering her, gently sinking into her bones, and soothingly becoming one with her blood-stream.
But somehow she manages, this time at least, to overcome it and gets back to her embroidering.
She feels peaceful for an hour, and manages to get done four of her pillow-cases when the menacing darkness begins to pester her again.
Soon it comes flooding back into the light, and the titanic struggle resumes all over again.
As she goes through this routine day in, day out, she sometimes pauses in the midst of her stitching and wonders why she goes through it at all.
Why not just throw up her hands in despair and throw herself to the winds?
At such moments, however, a strange voice within her, perhaps an echo from forgotten times, begins to make itself heard in the vast caverns of her bottomless mind :
Who or What is projecting this light on me?
4 Comments:
At 22.6.05, Anonymous said…
Eta ki? eh?
At 22.6.05, Anonymous said…
by the way, this is the Furious Stitcher herself asking the question above.
At 23.6.05, G Shrivastava said…
Reminds me of the dilemma of Penelope and later the damsel in Rasputin...and of this poem:-
I am Penelope;
I am tired.
My fingers ache
from 20 years of weaving,
Sitting straight at my distaff and loom.
Each morning I unseal my eyes to the sound
Of your movements across the sea,
Sailing farther and farther and farther
From me and love.
I've slept alone, shivering in an olive bed,
Chained and chaste to its great solid roots,
While you sail, sail to women who love you hard.
Oh, severe mercy of Death!
Why not send me away to brave deeds too?
The greatest punishment is to be left, cold.
Rumors of your conquests slip through old ladies' teeth.
Menacing whispers tickle my ears.
My weaving is done, the unraveling too.
I will weave my own shroud of death.
So, just as I return to a lonely bed each night,
My beloved Odysseus will return to sadness as well.
-Author Unknown
At 23.6.05, Anonymous said…
Beautiful. Just one technical flaw:
'Soon it comes flooding back into the light' That does not happen, only the reverse happens.
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